How long can I go on like this?

you said you needed time

Originally uploaded by sungazing

Saw this picture in Julie’s flickr & I really kind of feel like this right now. Down, petals falling off, still reaching for the light.

I’m feeling beaten down by the system. I’m tired. I can’t deal with the crap. I need something to happen. I keep bracing for the flood.

It’s been a week of many a medicinal Dr. Pepper.